::Forever Free ::

Saturday

2008-05-17T03:12:00.000-07:00

OK , I seem to start these things, and never keep them up to date, I don't know why , so sad. huh?
neways, its a Saturday , (at the moment dad is heating up water for tea(chai) hehehe(pete will get it) ok , where was I oh yes, Saturday , wooooow last post I made was March . wooooow. hey I remember that day , that's (fyi) when me and Sculley kids drew our names on each others arms, or pics, or symbols(in my case). hahaha. Fun-Fun-Fun,
well a lot has happened since then , with life, family, church, and I dont really know where to start, sigh , so I think I wont say anything on that, will just write down what I am doing at this very momento well thats obvious I am typing, oh and FACEBOOKING!!!!! oh yeah Baby, totally ROCKS!!!! lol , and this moment no one is online(MSN) its really gloomy outside, was raining earlier , and actually snowed two days ago, weird I tell you . heheh. but that's RUSSIA( heavy Russian accent) hehehe. actually just got done washing the dishes , and now typing and listening to 'deeper' by Delirious.(Awesome), well I guess that's all I will say for today , will see what 2mrw brings, :)

2008-03-31T05:47:00.001-07:00

Its been a while since I have posted anything. … sigh
Esp . when you think about the last time I posted something there was still SNOW on the ground. Lol .
Ah yes SPRING has entered this beautiful country of mineJ FINALLY ,
The crisp fresh(yeah right)air, with the birds chirping in the air, the sun beaming down from above to warm your soul , ah yes the beauty of spring is so refreshing and special ,
Hmmmm. . . a lot of things have happened since I last posted,
But to lazy to type everything down , so will just give an outline,

2weeks ago:
dissected a cows heart, very cool!! (the cat thought so 2. Hehehe )
Last week:
Oh oh oh , got 4 new episodes of LOST season 4, ,
Went to CF
Had practice
Had 3 tests
Downloaded a new song(that isn’t new at all)
The start of this week:
Went to the Sculleys (drank 4 cups of coffee)
Watched Shang hi noon and Maverick
Chatted
Smsd

Sunday

2008-03-16T04:48:00.000-07:00

well today is Sunday. well you guys all knew that. lol. . . I had the weirdest dream last night . .but it was kinda cool, and kinda suspenseful, , , but I'm not going to post it. . . hehe, sory.
anyways today was Sunday. is. was. whatever, church went good, worship went good, oh oh .. I finally put money back on my phone, oh yeah I GOT THE POWER!. lol so anyways today I decided to go up to see the youth-teenager group. act Johnny made my dec. for me. anyways so when I get up there, , we were talking about Easter and how we want to do a performance of some kind. and then next thing I know Olya the girl who teaches it looks to me and says Ok Stephanie your going to organize this whole thing. your gona choose the song, your gona hold the prac at your houses. chose who is going to sing who is going to play what instrument. and I'm like WHAT?!?!?! totally felt like killing Johnny at that moment. lol. but its fun. the first time I will be organizing something that will be on stage and for the church. kinda nervous. but the excitement totally over rules that!!:) plus I got a good team. . . and cant wait. . . im glad we got 4 weeks give or take to prepare. . .. so kewl I hope everything will turn out:)

Saturday

2008-03-15T11:37:00.001-07:00

Ah how wonderful the feeling is of coming home, something about it so peaceful, and relaxing, so welcoming, ah yes my own room, pajamas, lol, this is my evening now, but actually i just came home, , , lets see my outing started at 4:15 , it was at 4:15 that my doorbell rang and it was Peter and Johnny, coming to meet me so we can leave for the CF, ah already my evening was starting good:) this time Dad came with us since he didn't have to leave early to go to the cour meeting, , so we all headed off together but we did bring a new guy Mark from Korea so we waited for him then we all headed off, its always amazing to me for some reason going on the bus, the whole asking to hand the money forward its a TRUST thing, it makes me wonder how many times my money hasn't made it up and instead some one just puts it in their pocket. . .hmmmm??? *think think* anyways luckily the buses weren't so packed this time:) a bit more packed on the way back home, poor peter kept on getting hit in the back with the door . lol. OK to much sympathy there. lol. neways we arrived at CF didn't even know that the whole time we were walking there Jonas and Neville were behind me. lol. anyways, we made it there helped put the tables against the wall, and bring the chairs out , then worship started lead by Ian who was playing the acoustic guitar with azelia on the piano and jack singing. it was so cool when i saw the song list up on the chalk board because those were all the songs that I was singing earlier before I came. so COOL!:) oh oh oh I got to have dinner thanks to Vino:) it was really good to . . .yummm. . . then after everything was finished me and the guys went out and bought something to drink then we had a snowball fight. well actually more like a snowball fight that was 'who can knock over the coke bottle first' I didn't participate. lol. I was the judge. lol. had to make sure no one cheated, then after that we all left and hopped on the bus and came home , dropped the guys off, and now I am in my living room. happy as can be:) why I am not sure. . . But thank GOD :)

Today, Is Friday,

2008-03-14T13:02:00.000-07:00

well, I haven't kept a blog in a while, I used to have one, but then I deleted it, , and well alas here I am once again, its really cool, like your own little corner to share things , say your thoughts out loud, , anyways enough intro, lets get down to business, lol,

Today is Friday , and well in my house that means WORSHIP PRACTICE!!:) I love worship prac, its a really fun time for me the whole worship team comes and sings and plays, its really fun to watch , its like the Worship Team , , , BACKSTAGE, lol, have really thought of videoing the whole thing, , just so many things that people miss out on, , and its just a moment of soaking into the music, the vibes of the bass, (causing the bobbing of your head), the strumming of the guitar, the picking, and playing, that loses you and makes wonder how in the world can one play that fast,lol, to the beautiful harmony's, and melodies, to the silver flute, and the white and black keys of the piano gently going up and down , ah yes, this one just one of my views of Worship Prac,

then there is the HYPER part/view of it,
you get the nice worship music playing, then all of the sudden after they are finished with that songs, some one starts playing 'Every breath you take' by Sting, or other famous songs, unfortunately their names don't come to my mind, then you have that laughing of everyone in the room when some is trying to sing really low or high, and the expressions on their face, just make it where you cant help but laugh, there is refreshments , cookies, (that's why most of the guys show up.lol) fellowship, ah yes Worship prac, is a time of many diff, emotions, expressions, songs, but mostly I think it is a time of WORSHIP, where one team unites and Worships, yes, it might just be prac, but a prac, that you can feel Gods presence in , now that is the best kind of Prac you could have, :)

I never thought that Worship Prac could be so fun, but every Friday I am proven wrong, and am glad for that:)

it is through participating in them , that I have come to love music like never before, to love worship music , to love the instruments in a way never before, something about the sound of the bass, the sound of the acoustic guitars(each one playing unique) , the sound of the flute, the piano, the vocals, that penetrates your heart, and revives you , in a way you coud never know, but why? I really don't know, is ie the way each of them play? the talent they have? or is the lyrics? hmmm. ... . . I think its all of these, but most importantly WHO its being sung for, and that would be JESUS CHRIST, the sound of his name, the sound of his voice, is more beautiful then the worlds best masterpiece in the WORLD, and it is for him that we gather on Sunday why the Worship team is up there on stage, to LEAD us in HIS presence, that we may draw near to him, hold his hand, hear his voice, aye I am thankful for the Worship team and am thankful for Worship Prac. :)